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k amazing race was not that great after all. there are like NO interesting pairs AT ALL. k mebbe i have yet to discover them..


einstein's hair buddy remembered at 12:45 AM


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Friday, May 30, 2003

well..didn't go to school today. woke up w gastric pains. yah but it wasn't that serious, i could have made it to sch n back..probably. but well..i figured i wouldn't lose anything if i stayed at home. after all, there wasn't odac today, no IPW meeting [i think], no practicals, no tests, no p.e, nothing. yah. plus it was a short day, supposed to end at 210, plus i had a 2hr break in the middle. so going to sch wouldn't have been that useful, besides getting to meet friends.
anyway, yah, had a good day, i've never slept that much. i'm SO not gonna reveal how much i slept here online, cos if i do, it might resemble hog behaviour. plus i actually slept earlier last night. okay nvm. yah, so i woke up n turns out i got the lky thing so i'm happy.. quite unbelievable tho.
yah. erm..today has been a great day, missed going to sch for the socialising part but well. i feel good now.
BTW there's amazing race today, good thing i caught the advert just now, if not i'd have forgotten. okay i'm going off now.. love, n.


einstein's hair buddy remembered at 8:29 PM


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Thursday, May 29, 2003

important QN: should i upgrade my phone to a 6100, that's absolutely gorgeous, but has NO radio..or a 6610, that's not as nice, but has a loudspeaker radio AND is cheaper. or should i just not upgrade at all.. hmnn still considering my options..
nothing much to say tonight...wonder how the RP play went. alright, goodnight..
~n...


einstein's hair buddy remembered at 11:33 PM


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Wednesday, May 28, 2003

got news today that SIE may be postponed. that's like...really really crappy, considering it was going to be the highlight of my hols. kayakg is like..rowing away from all your problems, n it's abt persistence n rowing when yu can't row [cos yu obviously do NOT want to be left floating around in the middle of the sea]..plus it was gonna be like, our biggest ex ever, next to btc. damn. wad a waste.. PLUS i was supposed to perfect my rolls...rolls..rolls...can't believe i lost my skill last week..how upsetting. must try agn!...argh
climbing was quite fun today, n lim aik's bouldering route was like..how non-nita suited. firstly, short legs do NOT help, then being short itself was worse, n yah..haha but it was damn fun. n attempting to summit the roof!..twice..failed..must try agn, i got closer the second time..agn agn.
haha i was just thinking back on my day, of all the significant things that happend, n i remembered that i actually had a GP common test today, totally slipped my mind. haha. wad can i say, it was QUITE horrible!.. firstly, HELLOOoo the vocab words were like HOWWW difficult!! so irritating, think i'm a dictionary or what!...sigh..haha but heck lah...and paper 2 got NO time. bleah (: wad-EVA.
okay...loads of capital letters today..but once agn dinner was fun. hilarious. cheech, yu're mad. i can't believe yu cried, then yu made joshua attempt to cry. seriously. ya'll are blumpers. [haha kidding]..but quite funnnyy..haha.
yah n i met my primary sch friend on the train..amazing..she's in tj now, xue ting, for those of ya'll who know. how interesting, i love meeting long lost friends..[dunno why i lose them in the first place, that's just me]..
alright, that's it. highlights of my day.
oh and of cos, ms lee had to ask me why i'm not in arts. interesting. i'm a total sciencey girl okay. haha (:


einstein's hair buddy remembered at 11:39 PM


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Monday, May 26, 2003

jeez. today's sch day passed really fast. i feel like it was a waste of time, and somehow i just couldn't wait for it to end. e only parts i liked were talking to the n's [jen n nurie] n listening to the crappiness of my classmates. p.e. was good. break was good. chem tutorial/slacking was good. n after training was good too i guess.
i think the moment training started, i felt this overwhelming sense of sleepiness, n i thought to myself, i don't have to be here. n as the run progressed, i just couldn't bring myself to run faster, there was even a pt in time when i wondered how it might feel if my ankle were to give way agn n i could just stop running. but i just couldn't bring myself to stop, no matter how much i actually wanted to. everyone around me was like, press-on, keep running, go nita..then there was mr low, who somehow just succeeds in making you push yourself to the limit, i really don't know how he does it. he made me run faster, when i thouhgt i wouldn't be able to, n he just makes yu feel better abt yurself.
then the stairs..i really thought that part would be slightly better. i mean..it sounded okay..25, then 15, then 20, and 10. during the second climb i felt like crap. i knew i was going super slow, n i knew i probably wasn't pushing myself to the max..for once in a really long time i truly felt like there was no way i could complete it, and i just truly felt like sitting down n giving up. i hate myself for that, i've never felt so mentally weak in such a long time. n the only thing that kept me going, were my batchmates n seniors, if not for them, i really would have given up. thanks once agn to them..they seriously rock lah. [and no, they are not a rock] strange thing is, this training hasn't been the toughest..there've been tougher, but i truly felt helpless today. though cheech has kinda cleared this pt up, i just can't help but think that i don't deserve a spot on the VM team. sigh. but yeah, mr low has his reasons i guess.
oh well. dessert made me feel better... surprised i even went for dinner, cos while climbing for a moment there..all i could think abt was going home. glad i went tho.. n cheech i owe yu dessert/anything..
okay..well i feel better now, i can't believe myself that i was actually questioning my compatability for odac abt half n hr ago. i mean..yah i love odac. hope the seniors n batchmates made the right choice in letting me thru into odac. we'll see. i was reading the CB today, n it got me thinking..n i do hope that at the end of my term in rj odac, i'll accomplish wad i wanted, n lots more.
well. once an odacian always an odacian. i learnt lots today..life's just a learning process..be it painful or not, yu'll come out stronger. i did today. sigh.

"i will see thru the rain, i will find my way, i will keep on travelling this road till i finally reach my dream." [familiar?]



einstein's hair buddy remembered at 10:39 PM


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Friday, May 23, 2003

haha. all bano's fault i did that test.but it was interesting (:


einstein's hair buddy remembered at 11:48 PM


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einstein's hair buddy remembered at 11:47 PM


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hey all (:
today was a pretty okay day. firstly, it's a friday so yeah, fridays are always good cos it signifies the end of e school week. at last. but the first half of the day, i was really really pissed off by a certain lesson. can't stand that lesson. spoilt my mood for abt..45 minutes or so. then i found out i failed my chem test which was kinda expected..but not exactly something to be happy abt...quite a bad fail too. 12. sigh. oh well. i wonder how the meet-the-parents is gonna go..mannn..
but then yah, i actually did my IPW stuff during my free MT block, and happily escaped to macs w jen amanda n jinyi. yah damn funny..haha cheered up a lot (:
another cheer factor..slacking around before odac comm meeting..met up w sonya n sona, never talked to them in such a long time, n then jen joined us..haha mini-unintentional-indian gathering. but it was quite funnnyy (:
annnd lastly odac comm meeting itself..haha hilarious..esp the after the meeting session..during dinner.
sooo as yu can tell, yeah it was quite a fun day. then when i got home, i had to go find an outfit to wear for the dpm forum tmr, office attire!!??!! yeahhh..found something decent..hope it's okay
aaaand it's kayakg tmr!...yea! altho i'm only kayakg for 2 hrs, then rushing off for the forum. hope my batchmates get certified..
alright. shall update another day..got lots of stuff to say actually..but no real mood to blog that much now
love, n.


einstein's hair buddy remembered at 11:11 PM


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Thursday, May 22, 2003

hey :)
had 2.4 run today..missed an a by 10/11 secs..oh well. it's a GREAT improvement from last yr anyway. yah. shouldn't have tripped on that girl's foot..now my poor ankle is kinda looking pathetic..actually it did NOT hurt..until like round 5, when i twisted it again..only realised i was injured after the run, in the canteen..when it felt funny. anyway..
AIM: to sub 13 minutes by the end of term 3.. will try lah. with poon pe and odac training..esp odac training, i think i can make it. hopefully..
so..yeah basically today was kinda a great day. except for that strange physics prac test..and i got strange values..so yah.
btw how was training guys?..for those of ya'll who went for make up pt today. i walked past the block on my way home, saw ya'll going strong (: yeah!..
okay i've got to go, must bathe now, if not i'll be late for AMI! ruben ruben ruben..actually i don't mind clay winning too...[happy jen?] .haha. alright, shall RESIST the powers of the computer and go baaathhe..
cya'll (: love nita.


einstein's hair buddy remembered at 7:41 PM


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Tuesday, May 20, 2003

btw here's part of a great song..that yeah really makes you think..and somehow feel grateful for what you have..

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin' might mean takin' chances but they're worth takin',
Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth makin',
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter,
When you come close to sellin' out reconsider,
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance...I hope you dance

I Hope You Dance by Lee Ann Womack




einstein's hair buddy remembered at 6:51 PM


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maths test..was..okay i guess. hope i pass cos i told my mom it was pass-able.
i think i've realised that there's no point complaining about how scoofed up life can be, and not doing anything about it. i come home from school everyday and i envision myself finishing up tutorials or reading lecture notes or perhaps even sleeping but instead once i walk up the stairs, i can't help but gravitate towards the computer. it just has this attractive force that i myself can't explain. a computer has these powers which can manipulate your mind and make you think that time is passing by real slowly..and actually before you know it, it's past midnight. unbelievable.
i think i'm gonna learn to control myself. can't let the Net rule my life.
anyway, yeah school wasn't too bad today, i realise that i totally miss going home early..today i reached home just before six..it's just nice to reach home before daylight's gone. makes you feel like there's a lot more time in a day than 24 hrs..
BTW..there's seriously something wrong w my calves. they still ache and i think they're growing. hope it doesnt' turn out looking gross. oh well, looking forward to tmr's training, we're gonna do skills revision after stair climbing..hope we get to abseil. and i improve my stair climbing. :)
love n.


einstein's hair buddy remembered at 6:43 PM


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Sunday, May 18, 2003

wow it did work (: i'm so impressed. BTW, hello kamya! (this is NOT pointless..haha (: ...)
today was a good day, had fun..although i had to wake up early to meet lydia to "mug"..in the end, i did like..only 2 tutorial qns of chem..but at least i read thru the liquids and gases notes. now my chem teacher won't ask me "how're you coping nita" or "where's your work".. she's actually a really nice person, so i should like..do her work..yah
anyway we celebrated crys' birthday, too bad bano couldn't come..we missed her...but i feel bad for making her feel guilty for not coming..sorry bano! (: yah had fun eating and stuff..and playing cards behind the pillar..altho i LOST my first two games. bleah.
yah then i got home, watched gilmore.. [poor dean] yah can't believe they broke up..at last..haha and then i tried to watch black hawk down on vcd, n i kept falling asleep, so i gave up rewinding and replaying..sigh.
okay now i've got to go do some IPW work (it's amazING that our proposal wad ACCEPTed.. YEAH..we rock (:..haha)
BTW, always remind me to stretch after i run or anything, cos now i'm like dying in pain. yah.


einstein's hair buddy remembered at 10:14 PM


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okay let's hope this updating of blog template works out. i've spent like God knows how long on this. but of course yah, i couldnt have done it w/o help.. PLEASE blogspot, do me a favour and WORK..NOOOWWW..
n.


einstein's hair buddy remembered at 12:31 AM


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Friday, May 16, 2003

so this is my blog. yeah no surprise at this url huh? (:
anyway, just wanna inform everyone who reads this that yu'll have to forgive me if the blog is really plain and non-cool. cos yah, my IT skills are like...zilch.
BTW i'm glad to say that my left knee feels much better, altho it still hurts when i like..jump or something, yah and my soles of my feet are much better...just the calves now. hope i don't die tmr carrying out the kayaks to the sea and back to the club.. i have absolutely NO regrets about the night hike, my classmates said i'm crazy to actually carry weights, but right now i'm just glad we all made it thru the whole hike together...
can't wait for the kayakg expedition tmr..altho it's a short one, from changi to pasir ris and back..can tell it's gonna be SUPER FUN. hopefully my arms are still capable of rowing long distances w/o collapsing. yah.
i should go to sleep now. hope i can get a lift to tanah merah tmr, before my dad drops my mom off at work.. if not i'll have to get up EXTRA early..but i shouldnt be complaining..i stay so near our meeting point..like 3 train stops away..yup
okay i should go now..even cheech's gone to sleep..haha. that's like..amazing. but then agn, he's been drained from his emotional night of dawson's creek. yah
BTW hey my dear 'N's. when i tell ya'll the url at least..haha hey!!!
good night! love, n.


einstein's hair buddy remembered at 11:59 PM


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